I need more attention than you can give me.
I’ve never felt so much hurt in myself ever. my heart aches. i don’t officially know why and I probably never will. maybe it’s the fact that my loneliness will not ever change. maybe it’s my willingness to give my all and get nothing in return. I know for sure that I try so hard to be happy and normal. I take the right steps to do so but then I fall back twice the amount because something is causing me to hurt. I just want to know why my emotional threats are now following through with the physical aches. I didn’t know a mind could hate a body so much.